I’ve shared time and time again that April was always a challenging month for me. It’s a month of Shadow, death, and loved ones who are no longer on this Earth plane. As a Sovereign Goddess, I make the rules and it’s up to me to choose to align to my destiny and the highest benevolence of truth, love and compassion. I decided that from this moment forward, I’m rewriting the story around April. Now, I honor this time to connect with my ancestors to help guide me through my soulistic journey.
I want to talk to you about the Spiritual Journey… oh the Spiritual Journey. It’s a wild ride. What they don’t tell you about the Spiritual Journey is that shit can get messy… believe me, I know first hand. Been there. Done that. My story was FAAAAR from being all unicorns and rainbows. My shadows have become the breeding ground for the Sabrina I am today…
Today’s episode is one of the most empowering conversations of my life thus far, something I couldn’t even do just weeks ago. Having Sara Gael, M.A. Director of Harm Reduction for MAPS, the Multidisciplinary Association of Psychedelic Studies, + the head coordinator of the Zendo Project, a sacred and safe space for those who are experiencing difficult psychedelic experiences at festival and gatherings was truly an honor.
For 5 years, I was afraid to speak my truth on what was really on my heart. Doing my best to “fit in” the yoga community while doing my best to also figure out who I am, I realized I was hiding in the spiritual closet. For years, I was afraid to shine my light because I carried shame after a difficult LSD experience. After feeling like I disappointed society, I carried that shame until very recently…
Spirit speaks to those who listen and when you’re told to go on a spontaneous trip to Costa Rica and leave in 4 days, you go. As I’ve been working on deep sacral chakra healing, I’ve allowed myself to honor my journey and to trust the process as I go forth and heal my inner child. She was abused, pained, depressed, and lost.